About Meshi

I am a dance maker, a movement facilitator, and a choreographer. I am a queer artist. I develop methods to fully inhabit the body, increasing sensitivity and awareness while creating a deeper engagement with the world. My practice is one of relationality. As a community builder, I bring people together through movement to experience being embodied together. I approach training through the cultivation of attention and curiosity. I work from the premise that all aspects of existence are inextricably linked and activated by the movement of a larger universal body. Engaging with this force strengthens self-understanding and allows artistic newness and possibilities to arise.

Butoh is my dance/performance practice, both improvisation and choreography. This dance form emerged from Japan at the time of the bombings of Nagasaki and Hiroshima. In its creation, Butoh pushed against Western influence dominating the region and, with it, its dance aesthetic, spreading across the globe; to this day, it still does. Instead of trying to fix dance into place, Butoh seeks to unfix it and reveal its wild, transformational nature. It values the development of presence, spaciousness, and stillness alongside movement. Butoh is taught worldwide yet remains a relatively niche dance expression. I am one of a handful of teachers of this work in North America. I have studied for twenty years with Denise Fujiwara and our master teacher, Natsu Nakajima. Nakajima was the first female butoh dancer and choreographer.

I am a third-generation American by blood, Mexican, and Spanish. I was adopted through ceremony into Lakota Sioux traditions in my early twenties. I have been participating in Wiwáŋyaŋg Wačípi (Sundance), one of the seven high ceremonies of the Lakota people, for twenty-five years. Traditionally, this is not something a Sundancer speaks about; however, as I navigate the complexities of the art world, I find myself in situations where I must divulge information that requires a certain level of opacity to maintain its integrity. My participation in ceremonial dance informs how I approach life, my understanding of movement, and my place in creation. My artistic expressions are translations of an ongoing conversation with the spirit world.

I dance to illuminate our entanglement with creation’s steady and present unfolding. I shed conventional ideas of what dance should be, shifting energy toward what it is moving toward and has yet to become. The cultivation of the moving body reveals relationships between objects, space, and time. Through the rigor of practice, patience, and kindness, trust in embodiment grows, allowing instinct, creativity, and clarity to resound. This approach to choreography is how I confront colonialism and white supremacy within the patriarchal designs inherited through Western dance methodologies and amplified through collective cultural trauma. This is how I move alongside the unknown, adapting to the present moment and moving with curiosity and palpable presence.

Meshi Chavez is a dance maker, choreographer, and movement facilitator currently teaching at Middlebury College, where he has been based since 2021. He holds a Master of Fine Arts degree from the University of the Arts and has spent over two decades teaching, performing, and creating movement nationally and internationally. His work is rooted in the belief that creativity is our birthright and that through the disciplined training of mind, body, and spirit, we can access and cultivate this creative force.

Chavez teaches Butoh, choreography, and Movement as Meditation, bringing somatic awareness, curiosity, and play into every class. He works across colleges, festivals, retreats, and online platforms, and collaborates internationally, including ongoing work with author and theologian Matthew Fox. His choreography has been presented at The Joan Mitchell Foundation in New Orleans. He is the co-founder of Momentum Conscious Movement, through which he has developed in-person and online adult movement education programs for over twenty years. His mentors include Denise Fujiwara, Natsu Nakajima, Donna Faye Burchfield, and Thomas DeFrantz. He believes that cultivating creativity, strengthening curiosity, and embracing the unknown are essential to living an artful life.

Meshi Chavez – CV

“Meshi is an extraordinary teacher who teaches with heart, head, and body and from a deep place where Spirit moves, awakens, and heals.  Students, of course, love him!” Matthew Fox

Performance

…Setting a chair for Natsu

Created and Performed by: Meshi Chavez
Music Composed and Performed by: Lisa DeGrace

Available for Booking – Run time 20min

In sacred ceremony, we set a chair for those who’ve passed—adorning it with memory, gesture, and belonging.
…Setting a chair for Natsu is a solo performance that echoes this tradition, created in honor of Butoh pioneer and master teacher Natsu Nakajima. Through stillness, breath, and the poetry of presence, this work becomes a quiet offering—a wild making.

What do we hold when our elders are gone? What remains in the space they once filled?
This piece does not seek answers, but opens a space to feel into the questions.
A chair is set in her name. A light carried forward.


Masked & Then We Were Three –
Masked: Choreography & Performance by Meshi Chavez.
Music –  A good day to live – Composed & Performed – Lisa DeGrace
Then We Were Three – Middlebury Student Work – Spring 2022
Choreography – Meshi Chavez & Kari Borni

Lorro: of wings and seas –
The 9th Asia pacific triennial of contemporary art, Brisbane, Australia — 2019
Movement Choreography – Meshi Chavez
Spoken Word – Kathy Jetñil-Kijiner
Performed – Kathy Jetñil-Kijiner

Being Moved Performance Intensive Participants 2017 –
Choreography – Meshi Chavez
Music Composed & Performed – Lisa DeGrace
Artistic Consultant/Design – Yukiyo Kawano
Performers – Mara Steen, Teresa Vanderkin, Jen Gwirtz, Nicole Walters, and Joe Mclaughlin

Suspended Moment Interview– Performance – Hiroshima Remembrance Day 2017 Choreography & Performed – Meshi Chavez
Artistic Design & Sculptural Installation – Yukiyo Kawano
Music Composed & Performed – Lisa DeGrace
Spoken Word Creation – Alison Cobb
Video Installation – Stephen Miller

Artistic Collaboration – Meshi Chavez & Winky Wheeler
Portland Art Museum  – 2015

Classes

You do not have to be good. You do not have to walk on your knees for a hundred miles through the desert, repenting. You only have to let the soft animal of your body love what it loves.
– Wild Geese by Mary Oliver

Butoh Foundations

What is a Body?

Fall 2026 · A 10-week investigation

September 21–December 7
Mondays · 6:00–7:15 PM Pacific / 9:00–10:15 PM Eastern
Live on Zoom + weekly audio
No class on November 23 or November 30

What Is a Body? sits at the center of Butoh Foundations this fall.

Years ago, my teacher Denise Fujiwara told me that if I wanted to understand Butoh, I needed to read John Tarrant’s Bring Me the Rhinoceros. I did, and I’ve been investigating that relationship ever since. This fall, koans from the book will lead our weekly practice, accompanied by a Butoh Foundations Reader I’m creating for the series.

Over ten weeks, we will work with a constellation of koans, carrying them into the body through movement, sensation, image, imagination, attention, and time.

Each koan offers a point of entry. Together they create relationships, tensions, and unexpected pathways through the practice. As we move among them, different ways of sensing, perceiving, and understanding the body can emerge.

The body becomes a place of continual change, transformation, disappearance, and becoming.

About Butoh Foundations

Butoh Foundations is a practice of coming home to the body, disrupting habit, and finding something new.

I have taught the practice continuously since 2015. Through guided improvisation, structured scores, and attentive practice, we learn to listen with the body, follow the intelligence of movement, and practice getting out of our own way.

Although we each move in our own space, the practice is shared. We practice alongside one another, and at the end of each class we come back together to talk about what we experienced. The people who show up shape the work.

The class is open to people with any level of Butoh or dance experience.

 

Zoom + Audio

Classes meet on Zoom each Monday for 75 minutes, and each week’s guided practice is recorded as audio.

You can practice with us on Zoom or through the weekly audio recording. With the audio, you enter the same guided movement work in your own space and on your own time. You’ll receive the same Reader and follow the same weekly koans.

You don’t need to be on Zoom every week to take the series. Some people practice with us regularly on Zoom, some primarily through the recordings, and others move between the two throughout the series.

Each drop-in registration includes that week’s Zoom class and audio recording. You may participate in either way.

Registration

Full 10-week series · $150–$250 sliding scale

Choose an amount within the range. Payment may be made in full or in two equal payments.

Drop-in · $25

REGISTER FOR BUTOH FOUNDATIONS

Payment is accepted through Venmo or PayPal. Payment information is provided when you register.

If cost is a barrier, please contact me. I want the practice to remain accessible.

Questions: meshichavez@icloud.com


Zoom Sunday Morning Class

 Once a month, Meshi Chavez hosts a live Zoom session—open to dancers worldwide.

In this unique hybrid format, Meshi teaches remotely to a group of dancers gathered in a Portland, Oregon studio, with his guidance broadcast directly into the room. At the same time, Zoom participants join from their own spaces, fully included in the experience as part of this extended dance community.

These 90-minute sessions begin with a gentle invitation to arrive in your body and the present moment. From there, Meshi provides prompts, imagery, and spacious guidance to support your personal movement journey, along with a curated playlist. There’s no choreography—only your body, your dance, and the invitation to explore what arises.

We close with rest and a brief circle, sharing connection across locations. All are welcome—new, returning, near, and far.

Sunday Zoom Class 10 am to 11:30 am Pacific Time. $20.

Zoom access is provided upon registration.
Schedule and Registration Available Here

Workshops

Entering the Blur

with Meshi Chavez

Hudson Valley, NY · September 26–27, 2026

WildHeart Center

In butoh, the body is not fixed.

Movement can become subtle or immense, quiet or wild. Through attention, sensation, image, and transformation, we move beyond familiar ways of sensing, moving, and understanding ourselves.

This workshop introduces Butoh as a practice of disappearance and becoming.

Through guided investigations, improvisation, and image-based practices, we investigate how sensation, environment, and imagination reshape movement and open unexpected possibilities.

Together we will enter the blur, a space where certainty softens, habitual patterns begin to shift, and new possibilities can emerge.

Working with presence, attention, and enoughness, we remain with the unknown long enough for movement to surprise us.

In this practice, we return to the body as a place from which we can depart.

Open to dancers, performers, movers, and artists interested in expanding their creative practice and discovering new ways of moving, creating, and being.

No previous Butoh experience is required.

Saturday, September 26 · 10:00 AM–5:00 PM
Sunday, September 27 · 10:00 AM–2:00 PM

Registration

Registration is through WildHeart Center.

Register Here

Momentum of Habitude

a circle-making series

meeting at the crossroads of embodied movement, creativity, and practice

Momentum of Habitude brings together movement and creative expression through the practice of making circles. Through the simple act of making a circle each day, we explore the connections between embodiment, creativity, intuition, and daily practice.

Each day begins with a circle. The circle becomes a way of listening, noticing, and following what emerges through the body and the act of making.

The practice moves between drawing and movement, allowing what happens on the page to enter the body and what happens in the body to return to the page.

Over time, the circles accumulate. They become a record of attention, repetition, change, and the unexpected ways a practice can unfold.

Momentum of Habitude asks what becomes possible when we stay with a simple practice long enough for it to begin changing us.

The series is open to anyone interested in movement, drawing, creative practice, and the possibilities that emerge through sustained attention.

Initiation Workshop
October 3 + 4

Deepening Workshop
November 7 + 8

Culmination Workshop
December 5 + 6

All workshops · 10:00 AM–1:30 PM Pacific

Online participation is available to everyone.
In-person participation is available in Portland, Oregon.

Workshop · $550
Materials · $75
Payment plans available.

Registration

Registration is through Habitude.

Register Here

Questions? Contact Winky Wheeler.


Past Workshops · 2026

Capturing Butterflies

with Meshi Chavez

Portland, OR · June 26–28, 2026

New Expressive Works
810 SE Belmont St.
Portland, OR

This workshop invites you to re-wild your senses through dance. Butoh is not simply a practice of opening the body, but an invitation into the body itself: fascia, muscle, nerve, and bone coming alive and moving without hierarchy.

We examine how habitual patterns are shaped by perception and orientation, and how Butoh can queer the way we inhabit space: moving into the unknown, off balance, and uncertain.

Attention and curiosity are twins: where one goes, the other follows. Presence here is delicate: you are sneaking up on yourself, creating conditions for subtle impulses and emergent movement to land, like capturing butterflies.

Through attentive practice and collective exploration, we investigate relational awareness, shifting perception, and movement as a path toward creativity and the unknown.

The workshop concludes with an informal Sunday evening showcase and artist talk. Attendance at all sessions is required for those wishing to participate in the showing.

Friday, June 26 — 6:00–9:00 PM
Saturday, June 27 — 10:00 AM–5:00 PM
Sunday, June 28 — 12:00–4:00 PM

Showing — Sunday at 6:00 PM

Full Workshop (13 hours) — Sliding Scale: $265–$385
Suggested: $325

Drop-in Sessions (space permitting):
3-hour sessions — $99
Sunday 4-hour session — $120

Register Here


Lost & Found: Destination: Disorientation
with Meshi Chavez & Chloe Goodwin

Santa Fe, NM · July 31–August 2, 2026

Railyard Performance Center
1611 Paseo de Peralta
Santa Fe, NM 87505

To be lost is to step outside of the known.

We lose our sense of direction, our familiar pathways, and our ways of making sense. We are taught to quickly understand what is happening, to locate ourselves within it, resolve it, and find our way out.

But something else becomes possible when we stop trying to orient and remain in the unknown.

Disorientation is not a problem. It is a place.

In the dance, there are moments when our bearings shift, when we are no longer directing the movement, and when we are taken into what has not yet been formed.

These are lost and found moments.

Through embodied practice and structured exploration, we interrupt habit, loosen control, and cultivate the capacity to be moved rather than to move, to depart rather than to arrive, and to get lost and be found.

Together, we explore what emerges when we remain with uncertainty long enough for new movement, perception, and relation to appear.

Friday, July 31 — 6:00–9:00 PM
Saturday, August 1 — 2:00–7:00 PM
Sunday, August 2 — 10:00 AM–3:00 PM

Full Workshop (13 hours) — Sliding Scale: $250–$350
Suggested: $300

Friday Open Session Only — Sliding Scale: $50–$60

Register Here


Entering the Blur

with Meshi Chavez

Eugene, OR · August 7–9, 2026

The Lavender Network
1590 Willamette St.
Eugene, OR 97401

In butoh, the body is not fixed.

Movement can become subtle or immense, quiet or wild. Through attention, sensation, image, and transformation, we move beyond familiar ways of sensing, moving, and understanding ourselves.

This workshop introduces butoh as a practice of disappearance and becoming.

Through guided explorations, improvisation, and image-based practices, participants will investigate how sensation, environment, and imagination reshape movement and open unexpected possibilities.

Together we will enter the blur — a space where certainty softens, habitual patterns begin to shift, and new possibilities can emerge.

Working with presence, attention, and enoughness, we remain with the unknown long enough for movement to surprise us.

In this practice, we return to the body not as a final destination, but as a place from which we can depart.

Open to dancers, performers, movers, and artists interested in expanding their creative practice and discovering new ways of moving, creating, and being.

No previous butoh experience is required. Only curiosity and a willingness to explore.

Friday, August 7 — 5:00–8:00 PM
Saturday, August 8 — 1:30–7:30 PM
Sunday, August 9 — 3:00–6:00 PM

Sliding Scale: $144–$192
Suggested: $180

Single-session drop-ins are available as space permits:
Friday or Sunday (3 hours) — $45
Saturday (6 hours) — $90

Register Here


Kind Body

with Meshi Chavez & Winky

Portland, OR · August 28–30, 2026

Renaissance School

Our annual gathering is moving to the city.

Some practices ask us to turn inward. Others ask us to gather. Kind Body begins with the belief that dance is one of the ways we come to know ourselves and one another, and that the presence of others changes what becomes possible.

We gather to play in a practice that brings us together in ways that are impossible to do alone.

Through movement, improvisation, drawing, listening, and simple touch practices, we discover unexpected connections between body and imagination. We explore how attention shifts perception, how care can become embodied, and how creativity emerges through relationship.

In this work, dance is our primary practice. The body is not something to perfect or overcome, but a place to encounter sensation, curiosity, and the unknown. Together, we create the conditions for movement to surprise us.

Here, care is something we practice with our bodies.

The weekend includes a Saturday evening Gratitude Dinner and Dance in the garden, celebrating the interweaving of our lives and the communities that make this work possible. We close with Sunday Morning Dance, carrying the weekend’s experience back into the larger practice of moving together.

Workshop
Friday & Saturday
10:30 AM–4:00 PM
Renaissance School

Gratitude Dinner + Dance
Saturday
6:30 PM–10:00 PM

Sunday Morning Dance
10:00 AM–11:30 AM
New Expressive Works

Pricing

Full Event — $275

Includes:

  • Friday & Saturday Workshop
  • Gratitude Dinner + Dance
  • Sunday Morning Dance

One-Day Workshop (Friday or Saturday) — $175

Includes:

  • One workshop day
  • Gratitude Dinner + Dance
  • Sunday Morning Dance

Register Here